when u realize men have all the power and women (though those only with kids) have all the love and you can get laid without begging or paying you stop giving it (one's self) for free,, even when if u pay.
the sexual power is in boys, men and lbs who don't wanta to take hormones even if they be purely bottoms, the rest are just the weaker sex and its weakness that overinflates ,exaggerates or over ponders them and there ways...
its not that women aren't deep its that there not even shallow, an there is nothing bad about this in essence when u finally fully evolve, the problem is most ugly girls aka generic men don't wake up until they cant play anymore, I blame there ugly mothers aka most of there fathers as apple's don't fall far from the tree ,,atleast in one generation not without some lucky accidents.
you have to remember without the shame bandaid of vicarious redemption or original sin all unrighteous envy is unchecked in meager regular generic beings... its why thai folks are so materialistic, buddism is atheism and atheism always opens the floodgates of unchecked envy or greedy materialism one really doesn't deserve anyways in there current situation/birth right.
if it wasn't for the bank of goodluck of Thailand aka thai buddism an there temple banks for lay people would my 8.20 usd buy there body,, don't think so. we all thank Buddha and thai vanity daily.... thai bullshit is some of the best on the planet.