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[goodenough]

I must say that I hugely enjoy your writing, as pointed out, it has something, deliberate or not, of Hunter S to it. Still, as Surin first says, it saddens me and makes me want to ask "where are you going with this landslide of inner strength?"

 

I guess only time will tell?

 

Best regards

GE

[Surin Nix]

I've been hoping for an update from the elusive Yungster himself.

Where are you Yung Havuk? Miss you man.

[gringo2401]

Great read. I feel for you man!

[yung havok]

It was dawn and the sky was red. he moved gently into the corner to urinate, preocuppied with rubbing the sand out of his eye he doesnt retract his foreskin and the piss sprays out in a million directions like a tiny star exploding. a penis filling with blood, a river drying up and a planet dying. i believe ive just witnessed something within the four walls of this outhouse toilet. oblivious, he casually walks over to the barrel of water in an attempt to clean his penis. I grab him by the waist, i cannot resist the temptation to suck his dick. the ladle still in his hand he propells its contents at the piss on the wall and the water splashes like a pane of glass. It chases the urine into a hole in the concrete as he slowly feeds me his cock in dreamy, steady motions like the rocking of a cradle. he gives me a look somewhere between contempt and endearment, is it pity? ive lost control, i can count on one hand the number of times that i blatantly go down on him like this and its always a question of my masculinity "why my love, you man right?" only this time hes silent, and its infinitely worse. the look shames me into standing up. spurred by a sense of duty rather than a primal desire he reciprocates. with a faint but glowing resentment i gag and choke him and fuck his throat, pull my dick out and rub it all over his face, trying desperately to make a mockery of everything but hes unshaken, as if nothing i did ever mattered. suddenly we hear footsteps followed by his fathers voice, i see the bright orange monks robe through rusted out holes in the sheet metal door. the only warmth comes from deep inside  a mouth and a loud gag escapes his stomach, the monk looks over and i remember thinking "your son may be beyond shame, are you?" i press his head against the concrete wall and his entire body goes limp in a brilliant expression of submission. i close my eyes and see a red sky, then streaks of glaring white and and it all blinds me. when i open my eyes i see him cupping water with both hands and what looks like a waterfall in reverse washes the ejaculation from his face.  he quickly throws on a towel and says he must make breakfast for his father. i squat over the toilet and reflect on this act of sexual desecration. the first train of the morning roars by sonically ripping me apart,what the fuck am i doing here, who are these people, i cant wait to get out of this town but i feel trapped, i think about killing him, thats my only way out. "my love you want coffee" he shouts from the courtyard. i hold my breath for as long as i can and suddenly i feel like im under water

[Surin Nix]

Damn....

[tourist]

It was dawn and the sky was red. he moved gently into the corner to urinate, preocuppied with rubbing the sand out of his eye he doesnt retract his foreskin and the piss sprays out in a million directions like a tiny star exploding. a penis filling with blood, a river drying up and a planet dying. i believe ive just witnessed something within the four walls of this outhouse toilet. oblivious, he casually walks over to the barrel of water in an attempt to clean his penis. I grab him by the waist, i cannot resist the temptation to suck his dick. the ladle still in his hand he propells its contents at the piss on the wall and the water splashes like a pane of glass. It chases the urine into a hole in the concrete as he slowly feeds me his cock in dreamy, steady motions like the rocking of a cradle. he gives me a look somewhere between contempt and endearment, is it pity? ive lost control, i can count on one hand the number of times that i blatantly go down on him like this and its always a question of my masculinity "why my love, you man right?" only this time hes silent, and its infinitely worse. the look shames me into standing up. spurred by a sense of duty rather than a primal desire he reciprocates. with a faint but glowing resentment i gag and choke him and fuck his throat, pull my dick out and rub it all over his face, trying desperately to make a mockery of everything but hes unshaken, as if nothing i did ever mattered. suddenly we hear footsteps followed by his fathers voice, i see the bright orange monks robe through rusted out holes in the sheet metal door. the only warmth comes from deep inside a mouth and a loud gag escapes his stomach, the monk looks over and i remember thinking "your son may be beyond shame, are you?" i press his head against the concrete wall and his entire body goes limp in a brilliant expression of submission. i close my eyes and see a red sky, then streaks of glaring white and and it all blinds me. when i open my eyes i see him cupping water with both hands and what looks like a waterfall in reverse washes the ejaculation from his face. he quickly throws on a towel and says he must make breakfast for his father. i squat over the toilet and reflect on this act of sexual desecration. the first train of the morning roars by sonically ripping me apart,what the fuck am i doing here, who are these people, i cant wait to get out of this town but i feel trapped, i think about killing him, thats my only way out. "my love you want coffee" he shouts from the courtyard. i hold my breath for as long as i can and suddenly i feel like im under water

Thanks YH...just couldn't stop reading till your last word. Brilliant style and intriguing story. Keep it coming, mate, cheers

[yung havok]

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Heres a picture of the outhouse i described in the last story and thats the motorbike i rode for a week in korat. One day we woke up and i said we're getting out of here, he looked at me and said where are we going, the first thing that came to my mind was i wanted to swim in the ocean so i said lets go to hua hin, i gave his old man some cash and we split. It took a couple hours on the bus just to get to the bus station in korat then about 5 hours to get to mo chit in bangkok, then about 3 hours on a mini bus to get to hua hin, it was miserable, we got into a fight before we reached bangkok, about how he thought it was about time i paid for his breast implants. When we finally arrived in hua hin and checked into the room he refused to fuck. We almost called it off right there. We had rented a motorbike, i got dressed and said i was going to the bar area to fuck something, he knew if i did it was over so he offered to blow me and i threw him on the bed and fucked his ass. His ass, his hole always made everything better, it wasnt easy for him to take my dick, and most of the time he was in pain,so it always seemed as if he was doing something special for me, and it always fixed our problems and smoothed things over. Things are really bad now, im tired of the distance and the paranoia, im flying out tonight because if i dont fuck him its over. Im eating easter dinner and then im going back. I cant keep this going any longer. my entire life, its as if im in a prison cell in afghanistan, in the desert, in the darkness, beneath a brilliant sky filled with stars that i can never see,alone with my miserable thoughts, i had to make a move

[yung havok]

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In bangkok, just got in, plane ride was a nightmare, had the brilliant idea to sneak a gram of herb in my checked bag, making my the whole trip an excercise in paranoia, alas everything worked out. Looking for some nice top boys. Got my hair cut and bought a bottle of shiraz. Bought condoms and ky, im trying to bottom tonight, my ladyboys taking the bus down from isan tonight, overnight. Like this graffiti on the ride in sharktoof! Called a ladyboy i knew but said he was studying and couldnt come till later, called another ladyboy ive lusted over for a while, he said hed be here in 1 hour and 30 minutes and he'll lick my ass and fuck my ass, he sweetly asked if i could pay 1500, i almost laughed.

[yung havok]

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That which is realized eventually falls short of that which was perceived. Got fucked up the ass. The kid finished in less than 2 minutes. Got messages from my ladyboy during the act, shes getting on the bus as we speak. Kind of made it seem like more of a betrayal. Dumped a huge load on this ladyboys face, gave him 1500 plus a hundo for the taxi. Walking around suhkumvit today was pretty much disgusting, its all middle easterners, couldnt chill here for more than a day. Alot of the sex workers look really worn out. There was a hooters on the block, with girls dancing out front. Dont know my plans for the evening, im tired.

[rxpharm]

Great to see you're still alive and posting yung havok! I have to caution board members reading your trip report that the risk/reward ratio for bringing in illegal herbs is not good. If you are caught just once, the Bangkok Hilton is not a very conducive place for a very long term stay.

 

As always your writing is captivating and relationship with your lb girlfriend seems to be nearing the end. However, as I have written in the past - you never know unless you try, so when the inevitable happens and things are finished, I hope you don't feel any regrets.

[yung havok]

Got a message from the ladyboy saying hed be at mochit at 4 or 5 am. Just woke up thought id overslept, actually had no idea where i was. Im going to walk the nana area and most likely pull a street walker, starving because i didnt eat so i could get fucked up the ass without making a mess. Just unwrapped some bondage gear i got in new york but i ill use that in the morning. Got that pipe to smoke, dont feel like fussing with locks and belts  16-03-29-10-49-25-710_deco.jpg   93.82KB   0 downloads

[yung havok]

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Met an old friend on soi 5 across from the mickey ds trying on clothes at one of those popup shops. I was taken aback because he was strikingly white. Stood out in front of all these brown people walking around lower suhkumvit. She bought a pair of jean shorts and a shirt, and changed right there. I stood about a hundred yards away watching. Meanwhile a few arabs walked by and struck up a conversation with him. They couldnt pull the trigger, he crossed the street and I followed him. He was applying makeup on the dark when i came up behind him. He smiled and pointed at my face i know you. The first thing i noticed was he had a small horizontal scar on his throat, later i confirmed that he had shaved his adams apple, which was tragically big, now its only mildly big, still omnipresent but only mildly. We talked briefly about our encounter in october. I asked him if he could fuck my ass again. We were walking back to my hotel and he stopped at the mini pharmacy across the way from nana plaza. He told me to wait while he ran across the street, i had assumed he was buying boner medicine. He came back with a pack of gum. When we got to the room i asked him if he wanted some viagra he did but the kind i had took to long to kick in so he pulled out a satchet of kamagra gel and we talked for 10 minutes after he finished showering. I ran into the bathroom and ripped the fat bowl i stashed in there and cleaned my ass. I come out and he was sitting on the bed, on his stomach playing with his phone but you could see his cock swollen in between his legs i pulled it back and started sucking on it. We sucked each others cocks for a while. Everything was so intense because of the high grade. I bent over and let him fuck my ass i could see his reflection in the mirror. His dick felt good but wasnt the hammer it was last year, i suppose from the hormones. We switched positions, he came while fucking me and incame while his dick was still in my ass, the semen shot straight up into his face and hair. We sat around talking afterwards he saw a picture of my girlfriend and said she wasnt beautiful. He got a little upset when i said my girlfriend doesnt fuck my ass, because he claimed to be a lady. Im sure he shares a similar sentiment. He said he has a boyfriend from the UAE and he" bottoms only" for him. He said the guy wants him to cut his dick off, i told him to be careful, most of these guys are full of shit. He had a jewish star tattoed on his arm which i thought was priceless. All in all it was a good reunion, set me back about 1200 baht.
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