right on guys, you know what im talking about.
i gotta say kung was a nice person, i mean thats worth something right? but shes a total gayblade. i saw straight up gay guys in pattaya that id bone before boning kung. what does that say. pretty much nothing. i envy you guys in pattaya right now. id still be there , i just ran out of time, more importantly i ran out of money. i mean whats a farang worth if he got no money, squirt a piss and how do you do. towards the end i was getting a little tight and i could tell just like i was running out of money they were running out of love. i was just hoping they let me down easy. it took me about ten days but im officially done with the land of smiles blues. i was really horrified about coming back home, but here i am. you know what they say, its the most wonderful time of the year. i still got a little smirk on my face, and a little swagger from the damage i did, i guess fucking someone else up the ass everyday will do that to you. even if i had to empty out the wallet to do it. not even so much on the girls but at clubs and on scripts and liquor. trying to find some kind of zone and stay there. one night i was with this ladyboy i asked her what she was on she said she just got her hormone shot. i woulda tried that if i didnt think it would fuck with my dick. hindsight is a bitch but i really wish i hadnt gone off the deep end my last week. i missed a flight and spent the next 7 days smoked into oblivion. i guess i didnt even wanna think about going home, its hard to have sex when your motor skills are maple syrup.
early on i met this ladyboy named lin who kinda stood me on my head. we were one and done but what a slow ride it was. it was one of those afternoons where it felt like it was gonna be two days till tomorrow. She said she was from Udon Thani. i remember at restaurants i would order food from there just cause she was on my mind. the ladyboy i was with at the time would always ask me "why you order food udon thani style" because udon thani food tastes like shit, all i could do was smile. i saw her on walking street the night before and i said "do you remember me , we were looking right at each other" she said "everybody looks at me" and wasnt that the truth. more so than any ladyboy i was with, i mean everywhere the fucking russians would stare, the chinese and indians and the falang women would look at her with these bewildered eyes. it was something else. even when we were doing it and she was looking up at me it kinda rattled me. "we gotta switch doggy baby doggy" she died when i said that. she had a motorbike but she was a damn shaky driver , whoa. I almost had to commandeer the fucking thing. in her own words she was sexy not beautiful, but trust me guys, dont fall down if you see her. we spent a day going everywhere , she was cool, i never saw her again.
